May the Lord God strengthen you and fill you with hope in tough times. He is pleased that you are remaining faithful to the glory of His name. He intends to rescue His suffering people, but He also wants to give the spiritually lost every opportunity to be saved. He asks for much from you, but His rewards will be great! You will have a special bond with Jesus, Lord and Christ, for all eternity, having suffered as He suffered for each of us. You will get a crown to cast at His feet. We're praying for you.